Everything in me wants to say it’s over. But I need to be decisive in my mind. To let go of the elements that surround me. Some saying let it go, some saying you need to stay.

I need to get out of my head and face reality that it wasn’t meant to be.

Together forever was only in the bedroom.

Wipe the slate clean and head back to the gloom of what I’m faced with if I return to him.

Tell me…is it over??